I've been seeing all of these strange things happening all around me

Have you ever had the feeling that there are things in your life just out to get you. Almost a sense of paranoia, but in this case, founded. Things like "if all goes well" as if it won't, like in the movies. Also, I can't get my mind of off some very disturbing imagery (you know, my girlfriend being "with" other people) and I can't create images to replace them, thanks to our mortal states.

Weird wordings and ambiguous meanings really make me have bad days. Why is it that my girlfriend has to be so cryptic sometimes.

Anyway, I got done with one of my 3 interviews this week. Very nice!

Also, studied up for fields and I am thinking I'm ready. I don't even need to get a good grade on it. My lowest test gets dropped, and I have over 85%'s on my other tests, so all's great.

I haven't studied for my phys 2 test tomorrow, which most certainly needs to be done. I do not want a stinkin' 80 or lower. That would not be winning.

I'm feeling better now. I love you baby!