Saturday, April 9, 2011

I feel useless and dead

Almost 6 years ago, I felt like this. As if the way that things all blended together in life back then are once again doing the same now. This weekends plans were going to be great and a nice relaxing time, but now, I am fried. I feel as if I have run out of the drive that makes a person want to wake up in the morning. I feel like I had when meg broke up with me. I feel like I did in high school when masochism was the only thing to do over summer vacation. I had a dream where I had cut deeper than I had ever cut before.

Good morning.

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